My husband met me at a time of accusation.  A lady from church (think big fish in a small pond),who had been pushed forward and encouraged by others for her good works, made it her mission to discredit me.  Obviously, her mission was far bigger than that, she was part of a total Christian converting … Continue reading Fitting in

I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around why I tried for so long to fit in. Leaving a church is like leaving a long-term partner; it's emotional, its hard and its heavy. There have been a number of churches I've left behind Church number one - this was a Church of England Church … Continue reading Dear Church, You suck!

Lets out some context in here. Jesus had just told the lady she had five husbands and the man she was with was not any of them! How do we think this lady would be treated if she came into your church. Overlay this with that the culture of the time women were not to be … Continue reading Come and see the man who told me everything I have ever done.

Life has felt like a bit of an endurance challenge lately, but then again, when I look back it seems to have been that way quite a lot and overcome quite a lot. I feel I should pat myself on the back for still standing. Anyway, through this latest battle, God has been constantly talking … Continue reading Roots and radiance

Several years ago, a man I much respect and have a lot of love and time for told me his first impressions of me when he first met me as a teenager, basically he wanted to kick me off the bus and leave me on the side of the motorway the first time we had … Continue reading Intervention – Remembering the hands and feet in my life

This morning I was reading the bible the beginning of Luke and when I came across this verse, "So you want a sign? You will be dumb and unable to say a word until these things happen! Unbelief doesn't have a voice in this matter!" And I burst out laughing, it just hit me as … Continue reading When we stand in the way of our destiny

So I've got myself a job, it's why I am a little bit quiet. I am in an adjustment period. In that time between walking away from my previous role and this one, I've learnt a bit about Gods logic. One of the reasons I quit was to follow my own journey of writing she … Continue reading Stepping stones

Gosh, this year seems to be going really fast. So I'm going to do a bit of backward to go forward. And there is so much to say. So when I was younger, I was groomed, what started off as what I thought was friendship, turned into me feeling like this person's mental health, his … Continue reading God and the water

Our truths are that our own, our very own. They are not always going to be accepted and understood by those around us. Sometimes it's hard to work out who and where to share certain things. My personality is such that I am pretty unadaptable. You will have the same person regardless of circumstance. I'm … Continue reading When our realities don’t match

Honestly, with this one, this friend, the timing is often just so spot on, and our meetings are either refreshing and or deep and give you something to chew on. This time we found a key I am so excited to share; and from this meeting, I have unlocked something in my destiny. So I … Continue reading Two prophets go to a cafe